Suck it Up

We all have to grow up. We all have to learn right from wrong. We all have to suck it up.

Never have I been more agitated before. I've always understood and I'll never stop understanding. Maybe that's what makes everything awful. Understanding. By understanding someone or what they're going through, you're expected to remain calm and not get angry at one's misgivings. I'm starting to feel weary of this.

Why?

Because everyone has issues.
Because everyone has problems.
Because no one has a perfect life and neither do they have a perfect journey.

So why are some people more openly depressed about their life while others are quieter about their problems. The only answer is the difference in personality.

Do I have a problem with this?

Are you kidding? Of course not. I don't judge people based on their personality. They are entitled to thier own opinions.

But what I don't like is when these different groups of people start judging one another based on the assumption that they're better either in terms of "My life's worse than yours and I don't get why you get everything!" or "You're life isn't bad at all. So why do you overact?"

Honestly, both sides should just shut up, grow up and FREAKING SUCK IT UP!!!

God....How I wish I can grab these people by their throats and tell them that sometimes to get something from life, you have to give something first.

No one gives you anything on a silver platter and if you run away at the first sign of a fall, frankly speaking...you're gonna be running for the rest of your life...and if that's the case, good luck because you're not going to get far.

And what about those people who feel as though they have the right to make the people around them feel miserable when they feel down and sad? I can't judge you because I'm not like you and I have to accept that everyone's different. But I have only one thing to ask of you. Can you please understand that it is UNFAIR when you make those around you miserable only to come back all smiling after a few days expecting those people to accept you without question.

DO YOU KNOW WHY WE DO THAT!?!?!? DO YOU KNOW WHY EVERY SINGLE GOD DAMN TIME ONE OF YOU FALLS AND GRUMBLES AND COMPLAINS AND DISAPPEARS ONLY TO RETURN TO A GROUP OF FRIENDS WHO ACCEPT YOU AGAIN?!?!?!

I'll tell you why. Because we're idiots. We care for you'll dispite all the hurt we have to keep going through. We're such idiots. We hopelessly belive that you'll would change after each time. We're such dumb idiots. We don't want to see you'll fall again because we feel as though we are falling too.

Sometime ago, we felt as though we might have caused that hurt you'll seemed to hold but you know what? That's utter bullshite. When you stumble and fall, it's no one else's fault but yours. If you crash and tumble, it's your mistake. If you didn't spend your time well, how is it the fault of others?

God damn it all but if you'll fall again, I'd probably want to help guide you'll back but I'm going to step back this time. We all will step back. You know why?

Because you'll have to suck it up.