Crazed

Where do I even begin. The last one week has been a whirlwind of activities and I'm both mentally and physically tierd. It began with an NUS camp on Monday that lasted till Wednesday. I basically had to make trips back and forth till Wednesday. Helped guard kids during the Night walk, helped bring stuff for the logistics team and did any other things they required of me.

Then Thursday came. Went for my check up then went down to check on Indra and her project. She was holding up good.

Then Friday came. Friday was a day long of movies:
1) 10am-12pm: CinderElla revamped Musical
2) 12pm- 2pm: Bolt
3) 2pm- 4pm: High Musical 3
4) Enchanted
5) Night at the Museum
6) Transformers

After which Indra and I got Wong to play 'Transformers- Revenge of the Fallen' trailer.

Indra did an amazing job for her first job and she should feel proud of herself because not many people have the courage to even take up the role. Indra you should know that what you have done is impressive.

Then Saturday came. We had the YEC meeting and then Naathan's barbeque. We did not even sleep and stayed up all the way through. At about 2am I tried convincing people to join me in breaking a record (yeah...my own record XD) in throwing a frisbee around for as long as we could. But then no one wanted to.

However, at 4am, we started throwing a ball around and evantually everyone joined and so, the ATBA started. It's the abbrevation for Association of Throw Ball Around. Raj got competitive, Thana got competitive and evantually I did as well. lol Kicking Raj out was somehow the most joyous thing at that moment. XD. Had fun though guys and Ganesh....I hail you : )

So then, at 6.30pm, I went up to shower and left for macs to have breakfast with them.

So it was Sunday by then and Indra and I headed over to Jelutong CC. I started pumping helium into balloons while Indra and Shanty set up photo taking booth. Henry and Ganesh arrived to emcee and Naathan dressed as a clown to give out balloons. I evantually had to become stage manager. So by 6pm that day, I was dead dead dead tired.

Got home and knocked out completely and just now, at 7.30pm, went to play frisbee.

Note to someone: I know you haven't exactly been home for awhile and your parents would want to see you. They should for they haven't seen you in a long time. Hang out with them as much as you can because their going to be there for you more than anyone else.

And as for what happened on Sunday, it does matter. It does matter that it didn't work out as well as you hoped it would. It does matter that not everyone was happy.

But you know what, screw it all. Life is not perfect. And it certainly isn't easy. We make mistakes and fumble all the time. But that's just it. It's those moments that make us the way we are. The mistakes we make are what define us.

We all go through it. Leaders more than others experience these instances. But isn't it worth it to go through 500 mistakes and attain one huge success rather than making 1 mistake and living with the knowledge that you're not capable of anything?

Trust me. I must have been through 499 mistakes at least. You are brilliant at what you do. You just have to refine the way you do it.

And as for everything else in your life, hang in there. You are going to get out of it. Just hang in there.